Don't you fear feeling nothing, than feeling something?

Did it ever occur to you that you are indeed having less and less lingering emotions over time?
Like, during a certain discussion of opinions and beliefs, you are left hanging at the thought that you haven't had that feeling, so you remain unable to relate yourself to them?


These past years I've been into that "no feelings is better" group, but I've realized I'm gonna change camps. These past months, I was noticing something strange about me. My feelings cannot last a day. I cannot feel them when I try to search for them. That for me, is worse.