It's a pain to read the posts on my blog 'coz of the color contrast and deliberately, I made it as one of the challenges.
Kung sino lang talaga ang nasa trip magbasa o di kaya alam yung trick, sya lang makakabasa. ^_^
Wednesday, October 4, 2017
Moving On
Hey,
Today I'm gonna write you an on-a-whim post, and guess what: It's supposed to be uplifting.
I've realized that life really goes this way. So future me, thank me for slowly getting my shit together. You would be ashamed. *insert one-side-cheek smile* (forgot the term)
I'm still kinda a mess, I admit. But it's getting better. I'm doing better. I refuse to let this beat me. I've got too big of dreams that I can't afford to lose sight of things again.
As of now, the worst thing inside me that keeps on trying to devour me is my feeling of 'no emotions' - If anybody who'd read this feels the same, I'd be glad. I wouldn't be alone emotionless.
It confuses me as to when should I feel ashamed, pissed off, happy: I'm always empty and near sad. One nudge and I'll be off my ground.
In the least, it's not that grueling to live, I'm regaining memories of .my life's purpose - and to anyone who would read this, I'm telling you, you've got your own.
Btw, I've overslept again. I think it's a facebook page's fault for feeding me with depression things - like, people with depression tend to sleep a lot. Well hell yeah, I feel depressed enough and I oversleep before reading that but it has worsen the case, thank you.
Geez, I am making my way through production - that's the only way to keep your head outta bad stuff I swear.
That's all.
With love,
A.
Today I'm gonna write you an on-a-whim post, and guess what: It's supposed to be uplifting.
I've realized that life really goes this way. So future me, thank me for slowly getting my shit together. You would be ashamed. *insert one-side-cheek smile* (forgot the term)
I'm still kinda a mess, I admit. But it's getting better. I'm doing better. I refuse to let this beat me. I've got too big of dreams that I can't afford to lose sight of things again.
As of now, the worst thing inside me that keeps on trying to devour me is my feeling of 'no emotions' - If anybody who'd read this feels the same, I'd be glad. I wouldn't be alone emotionless.
It confuses me as to when should I feel ashamed, pissed off, happy: I'm always empty and near sad. One nudge and I'll be off my ground.
In the least, it's not that grueling to live, I'm regaining memories of .my life's purpose - and to anyone who would read this, I'm telling you, you've got your own.
Btw, I've overslept again. I think it's a facebook page's fault for feeding me with depression things - like, people with depression tend to sleep a lot. Well hell yeah, I feel depressed enough and I oversleep before reading that but it has worsen the case, thank you.
Geez, I am making my way through production - that's the only way to keep your head outta bad stuff I swear.
That's all.
With love,
A.
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