Society

The catalysts of fray inside a toddler

Are gazing eyes that strike like tenacious bolts

Obscuring the once beheld paradise

Burning into a dead wilderness

|18:49|April 22, 2016|

Words

Push me down a little harder
Until I no longer breathe

But through these words that are my wings

Frail as they might be

They'll still fly me to the heavens

As the rhythms for a staircase

That lets me outstretch towards those dangling celestial

|18:36|April 22, 2016|

Tug of War

I hate that you are, slowly, slowly
freeing yourself from these hands
Like a li'l pond on my concave palms
Dawdlingly draining
as cold drops trickle down
From the gaps of my fingers

Though, this was utterly what I initially wished for.

Loneliness

The loneliness that grasps my heart
seems like an urgent sense of normalcy
Where no words could be put
Only feelings that resonate

I hate that I have clung upon another arm
Just to feel a little okay.

|18:03| April 22, 2016|

"I would always watch from the shadows, how far your broken, grotesque wings would take you."
If you think you're soaring high, then you're as damned as me.
We're both lost in this dream where we're the main characters.

Motenai No Nichijou 3

One of my 2 friends chatted me on facebook saying "sorry" and I asked why but until this very moment still agonizing about what the heck did she really mean by that. O.o "Seen" NOTE: by "friend" I mean those people who I conider genuine in real life.

Motenai no Nichijou (the daily life of a motenai) part 2

Honesty.



I've never been confessed to. That's one of the things bothering me. I won't like it if somebody does it. That's too much. I don't deserve that kind of appreciation or this kind , like what I am experiencing now.
BTW, everyone at school always give me a cold shoulder, or act awkward around me.
I shouldn't care less, I always thought like that.
Somebody cares. And then leaves you hanging. You sometimes wanna forcibly show them your heart so they would know how much it hurts.