Repost (Quotes)

"We are the prisms which scatter the colors of life's light. So if we'll refrain from reminiscing the
times we screwed up, those times we didn't stand up, & the painful tears we tried to stop, then we would not be able too behold this dazzling rainbow. For the harmony of our darkest and brightest colors define - the rainbow that's exceptionally ours."
December 17, 2014


"Don't let go of the things that others only wish for. Always think that their hopes are inside you for you're partly their wish come true. If you take for granted and lose the things that are yours, you are RUINING other's dreams too, not just yours."
July 2, 2014


"Understanding requires a little curiosity, takes a little patience, needs a little struggle, means a little pain, and therefore should pour wisdom not merely in the head, but in the heart, as well."
June 8, 2014


"Tears are like the rain:
It falls when clouds are fully filled with water
Each drop prevents a flower to wither
And all the tears that you'd shed, makes it stronger."
May 27, 2014


"If you think about it this way; Without our bodies we'd be merely formless, uniform souls. Can you have even a pinch of confidence to brag about something which accidentally became yours?"
May 21, 2014 - not my idea .


|February 19, 2015|

Throwback ( Him )

Just like the wind, swiftly blowing and whirling, my mind was intensely blown away by that split of a second, when, after months that were like decades, I felt that someone's warmth not too near, but not too far away. Amisdt all people, that split of a second lengthened as my heart pounded like a blazed sword smote by a ferocious hammer. My feet were alight and the mediocrity of meeting a person of the past oddly urged my flesh to be stunned. I uttered bitterly to myself:


"While my whole entity embraces a little piece of you, breathing in the silly scent you give off, barely feeling your presence, there your are; living as if you've missed nothing, smiling as cheerfully as the breeze of spring flowers, living as if the memories we once shared were all dead and withered."


The man in black standing on average stature took huge steps towards his classroom. Disabling his peripheral vision where I await his senses to perceive me, he instantaneously passed by. His mind seemed to be preoccupied, like those dazzling spectacles of him, reflecting various images. His pants were leather like mine but they're shaded navy blue and are loose, and so the folds formed by his slender legs abide by the velocity of his walk.


Everything ended in a flash; just like how it all began.

-Had I not discern your mysterious face, I would not be astounded by the way you laugh or the way you make me laugh,-

| February 18, 2015|

Intimacy

I found myself cradled by your thin arms 

like roses over its flaky stems

Everything was fresh, new

Can only be drenched in this splendor 

When I'm with you

Unthinkable, it first seemed

That I can't even bring myself to think about

Being so intimate with any other man

Cliche, as it seemed, that a

"You are the only one" can be true

And that one is you

A step towards adulthood? Kidding ;)

|16:51| July 10, 2016|

Mirrors

Mirrors mess me up. Not that they are broken. They show me how broken I am.

|20:54| July 01, 2016|

First Day of the Seventh Month

First day of July.

It wasn't that much of a transition.
I didn't particularly get hit by queer feels about June this year.
(The last 2 years, June has been such a tear jerking month for me. Well, it was since I watched FMAB and SID's Rain hit me like solid rock. Every time that song plays, it tickles my glands and makes me cry miserably, specially the first line - Rokugatsu no uso - June's lie)

|12:27| July 01, 2016|

I am wondering...

I preoccupied myself with images of poor people dressed with gems, weak equipped with unpierceable cloaks, proud stripped off of arrogance: would they still be them? I mean, if they are raised within the same society, having the same virtues and IQ and ancestors.

|13:06| June 30, 2016|

The Grandest Adversity

It is more terrifying than a million herd
of vicious monsters rushing and kicking their way to circle you
And that "it" is no other than you

You, sullied by your blunt shovel
Digging your own grave

I might as well overexert myself
It it means a step closer to the world
And farther from my own egotistic sphere

|11:53| June 30, 2016|