Merciless

Does it tickle your senses
The way I weep
Does it paint your lips a naughty smile
The way I break vulnerably down
Does it fill your ego meter
The way I exalt you
Does it not mean anything
The way I cared for you?

|9:42|May 11, 2016|

Transience

 Fleeting as bubbles bouncing across the sky
Warping the world into a crazy spiral of distorted hues and shades
We float as if spreading infinite wings
We dance with trivial tunes
We looped broken promises
Around and around
Lacing them into our pinkies
As feelings minutely pop
Leaving not a trace
Of neither you
nor me
Or our playful memories

|10:23|May 7, 2016|

Makasariling Panaghoy

Ilang milyong bulalakaw ang nahulog
Ngunit walang duminig sa'king pagsusumamo
Isang segundo pa
ng yakap mo
Isang sulyap pa
ng mga mata mo
Isang ngiti pa
Isang salita pa
ng "Hindi ka nag-iisa"

Ngunit ang katahimikang mula sa kanila
Ay pagpoprotekta lamang pala
Nang hindi na lubos pang madurog
Puso kong 'di maarok
Itong sakit na 'yong alok

|22:08|May 4, 2016|

Connotations and Labels

Love

is a war

Against one's self

A gamble

With transparent cards

A hurricane

Of falling autumn leaves

Where everything is scaringly beautiful

But we still choose

To wield our swords

To draw the next card

To dance with destruction

|21:14|May 4, 2016|

The Pauper's Agony

To you, my existence
is an everyday occurrence
While hers is mystical
My text are thousands, erasable
And hers a few, repeatedly viewed messages
My smile a nobody's
And hers a goddess'

If you had a choice
You'd take her mollycoddled hands

But not that it matters

Take me for granted
And I'd still present myself
As one of your options
When there's none
Your sanctuary
When your paradise crumbles to dust

|21:05|May 4, 2016|

Lovely Beans

When I decided to affirm the warmth steaming inside
Brewing like espresso
I've accepted everything dark as its beans

Contempt, fear, betrayal, exhaustion

Contempt contaminating my thoughts
were scornful suspicion, of you using me

Eating every corner of my soul is the fear of my instinct's credibility

Lingering as I yearn for you are hints of your betrayal

Tearing me slowly by the second is how I foresee the day you exit

|20:49|May 4, 2016|

Nothing

Nothing has began
Yet something is ending
It is my intention
It is my greatest desire
It is my freedom

But I guess the only way to evade
This chain of black diamonds
Is to let myself be crushed into nano fragments

Hands minced to dust, breaking away from the prisoner's cuffs
The whole vessel that was me
Was grinded by tormenting emotions torpedoing inside me
|15:41|April 28, 2016|