Unthinkable

I don't quite recall
The times I was on the brink of falling

Cheeks flushed, heart furiously beating
Banging from the cages
Screaming to break out
Frailness that would even think about
Growing to colossal size
To stop the earth's motion
Or hide it in an igloo
So the moment remains crystallized
But hostility thawed the cryogenic memory
I recalled everything
It was all fraud, a part of your cunning ruse

 |21:52|April 27, 2016|

Playmates

How much you play with me, is none of my business

Tie me up with your rebukes

Kiss my fear-painted face

With your crazy retorts

Lash my flesh, whip them open

Lace my soul with horror

As you close the distance between it and that of yours

I'd answer with a surge of nonchalance

And a suppressed laugh

As you kill my every bit with your feigned sweetness

Softness, and idiocy

Thinking you've got the better of me

When I'm just eyeing, studying your responses

And I let a nasty laugh out.

|21:42|April 27, 2016|

The Paradise was a Stage

Everything was all lovely and cliché

As rosy as your false promises

But was there really a promise?

Maybe there was not a single one.

Probably it was such florid fantasies

Expanding the extent of your word's denotations

Warping them into delusions

Only I can perceive

|21:31|April 27, 2016|

Loved by Pain

The grandest nightmare

Is not crossing swords with a formidable foe

But crossing paths with your greatest woe

Adulterating the mist of air you suck in

To dwell in and disperse in your every atom

Leaving your inside to rot away

Awfully disabling your every sense

Ours were the paths that collided

"Nice to meet you" were the self-destructing words

That meant letting you stay

|22:58|April 27, 2016|

You

The emptiness that swims in my stomach

ache on behalf of the gap in my heart

where you found home

The pang that strikes like hammer in my chest

Is your gentlest touch

I wonder being we being side by sides hurts the most

Maybe, probably

Because you make my desert drier

By pretending to be my oasis

|22:48|April 27, 2016|

The Boat and the Golden Ship

The boat chose to stay mulish

Pinning down in the depths of the stormy ocean

Her anchor, fortifying her resolve

But all was in vain;

Her fisherman went afloat with his golden ship

|22:36|April 27, 2016|

Get this play over and done with

You

Are the toughest of all molds

That sullies all corners of my box

Soils the entirety of this wrecked doll

Sucking out every fragment of her soul

Imposing all anguish in her every system's nerves

I

The ragged playmate which occupied you at your leisure

Feigning laughs against tears

Taking all your fabricated truths in

No matter how they reek of absurdity

"I love you"

"You are beautiful"

Why do I feel nothing with those words?

Because I know they're concocted truths.

|22:27|April 27, 2016|